xo

chicken dance....?

you can see more photos on takeovertokyo.com. Mr. Avey is an excellent photographer.

Well, I'm sure you are all just dying to know what I have been up to lately, so here goes......

I've been taking pianpo lessons and got my very own baby grand piano courtsey of my granfather.

I've been practicing everyday, and I think I'm getting pretty good! I'm currently learning how to play dancing barefoot (patti smith), if you don't know it you should!

I wrote a song. Here is my friend Anna playing it (cause she is far far better at playing it than I am)......

I went grocery shopping with Anna......

played around with razor blades and a bottle of whiskey.......

on more than one occasion........

had a really fun birthday party where people got thrown in the extremely cold pool......

made brunch for some friends...........

practiced my stripper pole moves.........

stayed up too late, and went to bed with my makeup on........

xoxo

Princess

Hey Guys,

I have a question for you. If I had a video blog of me doing normal stuff would you want to see it? Like me taking piano lessons or practicing guitar, or grocery shopping, or just hanging out or whatever....

Would you watch? Would you want it to be live?

Let me know.

xo

Do you guys have anything specific you would like to see happen during the Jade Indica shoot on Wednesday?

Speak now or forever hold your piece.

(get it, piece?! ha ha. i'm so funny)

xo

Hey luvprincessdonna,

Sorry this response took so long.

xo

FAVORITES   

Food: I pretty much like it all.
Candy:    Not really big on candy, but I will partake in the occasional reese piece's.
Color:    black. ha
Animal:   well, i think sloths are pretty cool
Drink:    whiskey
Alcohol  Drink:    whiskey
Bagel:    everything
Letter:    ?
Body Part on Opposite sex:  lips

This or That
Pepsi or Coke:  Coke 
McDonalds or BurgerKing:    McDonalds
Strawberry or Watermelon:   Strawberry
Hot tea or Ice tea:    iced
Hot Chocolate or Coffee:    both
Kiss or Hug:    both
Rap or Punk:    both
Scary Movies or Funny Movies:   funny

YOUR...
Bedtime:    i usually fall asleep around 3.
Most Missed Memory:   oh geeze.......i'm a very nostalgic girl. there are too many to list. i really miss having dinner cooked for me everyday. ha ha
Best phyiscal feature:   mine? i don't know. you tell me. 
First Thought Waking Up:    food
Best Friends:    I have some, but I'm not sure they would want their names published on my bloggy blog
Weakness:    half japanese boys from sacramento. ha ha ha
Fears:  the  usual. not being good enough. getting old. etc

HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: Most definitely
Ever Smoked: yup
Pot:  yup
Ever been Drunk:    many times
Ever been beaten up:  only consensually
Ever beaten someone up:    again, yes, but only when they wanted me to
Ever Skinny Dipped:  i most certainly have

IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color:    i don't have a favorite color really, i like them best when they look sad
Favorite Hair Color:    i tend to prefer dark hair
Short or Long:    depends
Height: i go both ways. 
Looks or Personality: both  
Hot or Cute: Hot   
Drugs and Alcohol:  both 
Muscular or Really Skinny:  skinny

RANDOMS
What country do you want to Visit:    Peru and Japan are at the top of my list right now.
How do you want to Die:    um, like a rockstar
Been to the Mall Lately:   no
Do you like Thunderstorms:    occasionally
Get along with your Parents:    very well
Health Freak:    not at all
Do you think your Attractive:    sometimes
Believe in Yourself:    mostly   
Shower Daily:    depends
Been in Love:    yes
Do you Sing:   yes. all over the house
Want to get Married:   no
Do you want  Children:    no
Age you wanna lose your Virginity:    i sort of lost that already......
Hate anyone: there are people i dislike. yes.

Hello Darlings,

You should check out this movie. I'm in it. Wanna guess what my character does?

https://www.indieflix.com/film/mayflower-30351/

xo

Donna

Here is a really random and somewhat boring questionnaire i found online

• Drink: Whiskey
• Eyes: Brown
• Hair: Brown
• Height: 5'8 (well I'm really really close)
  
• Heritage: Irish and German
  
• Hometown: Sacramento, CA
  
• Measurements: Perfect. ha ha, i don't know, but my boobs are 34 D
  
• My Sign: Aquarius
• Pets: no
• Piercings: Currently just my ears, but over the years I have had my hood, my tongue, my lip, and i think that's it
  
• Smoke: Every now and then...
• Tattoos: Yes

• Beer or Wine: both
• Blindfold or Handcuffs?: Both
  
• Boxers & Briefs? both
• Cash or Credit?: Debit Card
  
• Cats or Dogs?: Boston Terriers
  
• Chocolate or Vanilla?: If we are talking ice cream I actually prefer vanilla. please don't hold this against me.
  
• Coffee or Tea?: Coffee
• Hard or Soft?: Both
• Love or Money?: Both
• Mac or PC?: Mac
• Phone or in Person?: I prefer text
  
• Sour or Sweet?: Sweet and sour
• Favorite Movie: Pretty Woman
  
• Can't Live Without: Being entertained
  
• Car: I drive a pontiac grand pri. the babes totally go crazy for it.
  
• Clothing Brands: well, i do love me some gucci shoes.
  
• Drinks: Yes please!

• Heroes: Patti Smith
  
• Holidays / Festival: Summer
• I never leave home without: Well I generally leave with clothes on.
  

• Music: Patti Smith, PJ Harvey, Hank Williams, Morrissey, stuff like that
  

• Pizza Toppings: Peperoni

• Quotes: You work on commission right? big mistake. BIG. HUGE. I have to go shopping now" Pretty woman
  
• Restaurants: Mikuni in Sacramento
  
• Season/s: I like warm nights
  
• Shoe Brands: Gucci
  
• Snacks: almonds!
  
• Social Cause: Equal Rights, duh!
  
• TV Shows: 90210, True Blood, Deter, Californication
  
• Vacation Spots: I want to go to the beach
  
• Video Games: I have played grand theft auto. you get to have sex with hookers!

anything else you wanna know? ask.

it's tuesday night and i was supposed to be shooting public disgrace tonight but we had to cancel. instead i am sitting on my bed and sipping wine out of a broken coffee mug. The mug is white on the outside and orange on the inside. i remember buying it because it was the first coffee mug i ever purchased.

In my parents house there is a cabinet with a bunch of hooks on the top and a bunch of coffee mugs hanging from the hooks. There are all different kinds of mugs in there. some have patterns. one has my name on it. Underneath the mugs the ordinary glasses are standing in rows. Sometimes when I take the dishes out of the dish washer i like to organize the rows by size or shape. i'm a very messy person generally, but when i do put stuff away i want it to be done right. it is probably that obession with doing things the "right" way that sometimes keeps me from doing things at all. like if the glasses are in the cubboard, is there really a "wrong" way for them to be in there?

p.s. i got a new tattoo

Here are some pics from the fashion show Ilana and I did this weekend. I had so much fun, and felt so glamorous!!!!!

this is the amazing designer, Allysun Maria Dutra, creator of Kittin Hawk

It's been awhile since my last post. so let's see, what's going on with me.

I just moved into a new apt. It has a washer and dryer in it which is very exciting for me and my underpants. I've done a load of laundry like every day since I got in there!

I bought some new shoes......I'll post a picture shortly.

On July 26th I'm going to be in a fashion show for one of my favorite designers, Kittin Hawk. I'm thrilled!

http://kittinhawk.com/

That's all for now. More to come.

xo

http://news.behindkink.com/blog/default/2009/06/09/Show-Us-Your-Best-Everything- Butt-Win-6-Months-Free

When we first met we spent many a summer night drinking whiskey and smoking cigarettes in dolores park. we'd be with a pack of people, and we hardly knew each other, but you would keep me warm for a little while and we'd be kissing each other and everyone else. music would be playing on a boom box, and I'd join in a dance party on top of the boat in the sandbox while you watched from the benches. You'd have a hat on and the jacket you had before you lost that jacket and your mom bought you the new one. I can't remember what that jacket looked like, but I remember liking it. once in awhile you'd squint from smoke in your eyes, and take a sip from your small bottle of Jameson wrapped in brown paper. then you would lick your bottom lip cause it gets dry, and I'd think about how you were the sexiest boy i had ever seen.

We had so many good nights in that park. drinking red liquor from a lemonade jar and ducking when the cops drove by. we'd fist harmony on the swings, you'd stick your foot in my cunt, nate would dance around in his underpants and lick vomit off a chest, wifey would get sand in her eyes and a sore jaw from face slapping. we would take pictures of us climbing the fence to the tennis courts, and smiling, and later on we'd have a bath and look all cracked out and mascara runny and beautiful.

On another evening we would wrestle with duck and tone and i'd kick all your asses in the grass. later your asshole would be bleeding, and aysha would be laughing from behind the bar, and we'd feel a little funny as we stepped out of the lexington bathroom.

Who wants to know what I'm up to?

Check out the Public Disgrace shoot on Friday (tomorrow) to find out!

FYI This has not been spell checked or proof read. So if I say "to" when I shoulda said "too", or "ytou" when I meant to say "you", please don't hold it against me.

xo

I broke my first bone when I was five years old. I was standing on top of this plastic table that was all blue and yellow and red and manufactured by fischer price or some shit like that. I was standing on my tippy toes and reaching up for a ballon. I think I was wearing an overall dress made of courduroy. The table is in our old house, so even though I'm not totally sure that I am five, I know that I am younger than seven because we moved when I was seven, and five sounds like a good age. So there I am standing on this table in our old house, it's between the kitchen and living room, next to the bar with the stools and the marble table. I'm standing on my tippy toes and reaching my little five year old hands into the air as high as I can reach them, and I'm really trying my damndest to get this ballon, and then whamo. My brother comes up behind me, pushes me off the table, and takes the ballon.  The next thing I remeber is being in the hospital with my mommy. The doctor was nice. He gave me a cast, and I remeber thinking how my mom was the most beautiful woman in the world. I still think so. I found out recently that the doctor thought my parents were beating me! It's so funny to find out about things like this so far down the line.

Another time I was wearing my pajamas and sitting on the stools facing the kitchen. I would often eat Cream of Wheat here. I liked to put a lot of butter on top, and then sprinkle a layer of sugar over the whole thing. It would make this amazing crust, like creme brulee or something. delicious. except one time there were ants in the sugar. this was very traumatizing. I didn't eat cream of wheat for awhile after that. Anyway, i'm not sure if i was eating cream of wheat on this particular occassion, but I do know that I was in my pajamas and I was leaning back in my stool. My  mother had repeatedly told me not to do this, but I did it anyway. On this fateful night I tipped back a little too far and I fell and hit my chin on the marble table that was behind me. I split my chin right open. Next thing I know I'm getting stiches at the doctors office, but I don't cry. I don't even make a peep. I just lay there staring up at the light, and feeling kind of peacful or something. I could see the doctors hands pulling that thread through my chin, and he kept telling me I was a good girl and that I was doing a good job, and that it was almost over. At the end of the procedure the doctor gave me two googley eyed stickers instead of one. I was tough, I could take pain, and the doctor knew it. I put those two stickers right into my sticker notebook and knew that I was a star. I was special. I was different. I had two stickers instead of one. Well that's how it felt at the moment anyway.

Last week on Tuesday I had another run in with a marble table. What the fuck? What's up with me and marble? I was sitting at wildside west drinking a margarita and I put my foot on the edge of a table and whamo, the marble slab fell and landed directly on my big toe. It was quite painful. This time in the emergency room I didn't get any stickers or even a cast, just a Percocet and an ugly blue shoe and a bill.

this is me sitting on my bed writing this blog for you! It's wednesday night at 10:38 pm and I'm trying to decide whether to stay in or go out. My broken toe says I should stay in. but my red lips beg to differ.

just in case you haven't seen this yet.

http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/blogs/steinberg/detail?blogid=74&entry_id=39299%23 commentform

Do you wish I would write on it more? If yes please leave comments. I assume that when not many people post that not many people are reading, so if you do read, and you want more, please let me know.

xo

I woke up early again. I'll probably delete this by noon, so if you want a peek at my insides get it while it's hot.

NOTE: I'm not actually a raver. i just had a phase when i was 16. why you ask? see sentence #2

i remember falling asleep under the table at raves. you'd be on robotussin, and i'd be there just cause I wanted to see you. maybe i pretended that i was going there on my own and didn't know that you were gonna be there. maybe i got lucky this time and actually went with you. either way, you were in a white shirt. with buttons. and you'd be sweaty from dancing. and i'd be dying for you to pay attention to me. you probably smiled at me at some point, and that made me feel like maybe if i stayed just a little longer i'd get another look. or something more. it wouldn't happen and i'd fall asleep under the table in the office i found. the thumping music would stop and i would wake up abruptly wondering where i was and where you were. maybe you came in and found me. or maybe Julia did. Either way I think we rode home together, and you did some more strategic ignoring of me. like you cared, cause you thought i was desperate, and why was i sleeping under the table and stuff, and probably i confused this for actual caring.

i also remember the time in the woods. also a rave. somehow there was a bottle of Goldschlager. I got wasted. I lost my cell phone. I almost fell into the fire. several times. your friend had to keep rushing in to catch me before I went up in flames. I didn't know this at the time. I found out the next day. so did my parents. Not about the fire, but about the whole saying i was going one place, but actually i was at a rave in the woods and what not. It's cause they called me or something. i know the lost cell phone had something to do with my plan going to shit. i know kate was with me. I think I got you to fuck me on the floor of the forest. I remember the feeling of success and pine needles sticking to the backs of my knees. I remember the desperation, the apathy. again i confused this with you caring about me. i think that night you also let me sleep in your sleeping bag with you. i think you felt bad for me because you knew i was wasted and was only there to see you and you had just fucked me and i didn't have a sleeping bag and all. in the morning i don't remember much. but i'm guessing you were irritated, and i was hungover. i had a black shirt on and i had crusted mascara around my eyes and bits of the underbrush in my hair and underpants.

The time you told me you loved me I was, yup, you guessed it, at a rave. i was on drugs. i thought it was e that we bought, but apparently no. i was sinking into the floor and i told you i loved you and you said nothing. wine and feathers were flying through the air and i was clinging to your long body for stability. after the parade of feathers and people in weird outfits had passed you told me you loved me and my heart did something really weird.

I just kissed the girl who wrote "I kissed a Girl!"

This is my Junior High dream come true. My hands are still shaking! So excited!!!

Going down the red carpet with Margaret was sooooo coool! I have never had so many cameras flashing in my face at the same time before. I totally felt like a celebrity!

I had the pleasure of being Margaret's date to the 2009 Gayvn awards. The place was overrun with sexy bitches, including Margaret's co-host for the show, Janice Dickinson. Here are a couple of pictures from the awards. Hopefully I'll get more soon.

kiss kiss

get it Janice!!!!!

Hey All,

Here's the music video I was telling you about.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=56B5GgJEvvI <http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=56B5GgJEvvI>

Check it out!

xo

Donna

This weekend lefty started as my personal assistant. Having a personal assistant is probably the best idea I have ever had. I mean, it's awesome, a good submissive boy to run errands and clean up after the Princess, just brilliant.